So, as always, the Universe never fails in sending me messages that seem to help me out just right when I need them the most. Today's especially speaks a lot to me, as I've been caught up in the whirlwind of life these past few weeks...
It wasn't ever supposed to hurt, Jardin. You weren't ever supposed to cry. And I never dreamed you'd sometimes feel so helpless.
Yet, as things have turned out, lots of folks have trouble getting out of bed on cold, dark mornings.
Anyhow, Jardin, should there also be the occasional pain, tear, or touch of sadness beyond that, please realize these were anticipated, bargained for, and even sought after. As each would illuminate your resiliency, prove your strength, and help you blast through every flimsy notion that would otherwise keep you from seeing that even now I hold you in the palm of my hand and that all things are possible.
Such a deal,
The Universe
Despite everything I've gone through, and will go through, despite all the tears, the arguments, and those feelings of hopelessness, I know that in the end everything will work out just fine. I know that I have to go through some hard times right now to realize how much I appreciate when things are good. I have to see the ugly to know the beautiful. And as much as I feel down sometimes, and let the little things get to me (and the big things as well), I must realize that it will all pass eventually.
I still have my dreams, my friends, and the rest of the world that lies in front of me, right before my eyes. It's a whole lot to be excited for, and without all the bumps and minor inconveniences along the way, I probably wouldn't end up being the strong, independent lady that I've developed to be so far.
So cheers to you, universe, you know what you're doing, you know what the future looks like for me, and I trust that if you're in control, then I know I'm in good hands :)
xo
Jardin
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